Blog Lovin'

So I love blogging, but I mostly love reading other people's blogs. That's the main thing that keeps me from blogging on a regular basis, I get too distracted! So reading all these blogs makes me want 3 things in life:

1. A sweet wardrobe
   
2. A killer blog
3. A cute husband

The thing is...I've kind of got a head start on all of these. I feel like I have pretty cute clothes, but I don't have as much variety as my ultimate goal. I 'd also need to be able to take pictures of myself in cute clothes...which won't be happening anytime soon. Back in my hayday, I would take pictures of myself all the time, but I just can't do it anymore. I feel like I'm not sassy enough. I also get to worried about branching out and trying new things.

In order to have a killer blog, I actually need to blog. Like on a regular basis. And take pictures. And, make friends with the girls I follow in the blogging world. This requires a lot of effort in my opinion. So, I've gotta round up some motivation before my blog becomes killer!

The third one, I believe, will be the hardest to accomplish. Love is so scary. Everytime I find myself in it, it all falls apart. I'm seriously to the point now that I don't even want to deal with a boyfriend, unless I'm friends with a guy for a really really really long time first. Then I look at these blogs and look at wedding stuff, and I just want to be in love again. Something about love is so liberating, just knowing that someone loves you because of who you are, not because you're related or because they have to for whatever reason. When someone loves you, you feel like you're worth something, like you can make a difference in a world. Love gives you such a sense of security, because you feel like no matter what happens, your love will remain.

But for now, I just have to stick to loving my life just the way it is. Someday, my prince will come, and it'll all work out. I promise though, I am happier now than I've ever been, which leads me to my biggest lifetime goal:

Be happy, no matter what your life circumstance, and let that happiness radiate to those around you.

All I want to do in life is be happy, and make others happy. I guess that's the real purpose of this little blog of mine. So no matter if I ever have the ultimate wardrobe, a blog with a gazillion followers, or a cute husband (well I really do hope for a cute husband someday), this blog will always be dedicated to happiness and how happy I am with my life! Pinky Promise!